Nosebleeds

mood: anxious

music: fairmont

oh dear, oh dear.
Today I am supposed to meet up with Breanna. She hasn't called yet and its already getting close to the afternoon. This could turn out to be a disaster. Ack I hope she calls soon and this day should be really great!
We're going to see the japanese gardens and maybe shop? :P
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DUDE. I think Breanna is totally stiffing me. She still hasn't called!!
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Yup so we're going to LA today. FINALLY

mood: /blood

music: The Almost

.ichi. Rawr! Yesterday I had like 4 nosebleeds. [Messed up man.]

.ni. Then this morning I wake up to one. [Its gotta be the heat.]

.san. Coffee is still prolly the best thing ever.

.shi. DN Angel is the shit. [kind of...]

mood: accomplished

music: can't stop the gems, cant stop the jams!- I cant wait to listen to my BN

So today is my last day as the summer hire for G3 Safety :D
I had lunch with Beth and Kim. The food was good and they talked about soap operas. It made me very happy. The nice little clicheness of it all. 
After lunch they gave me all these little safety souvineers and a certificate of appreciation plaque. I was just over joyed with it all. They were so nice and apparently I'm very hard working :3
I felt like they really appreciated what I did when usually it always gets over looked in other things.
Today after work I think I am even going to the mall and to wal*mart because I have to buy ingredients for the mini cheesecakes I am making, I dont know what I'll get at the mall though. Hopefully today will be that good thing I was waiting for, and also that beautiful belt will be waiting for me at home!
On the first day here I was so scared to work. Everyone around me in my family(Mom, Chris, and Jessica) all seemed like very hard workers and life was still tough. I felt srsly like I could never ever be up to par. So even though this summer hire job wasn't as busy as their jobs were I still feel good. 
Do you guys think I'll be able to make it on my own in Florida too? 
I guess things in life aren't as difficult as I build them up to be in my mind. I am not that afriad about driving either. That's what I'll focus on next. 

mood: annoyed

Well today is even more slow than yesterday. So far its just answering calls and directing soldiers with questions to Beth. :/
How is everyone?
My dad wants my sister to move back to cali because he says she can't afford to live there and he wants her to finish some college. Idk, I think she'd be happier in florida. Even though it would be nice to hang out with her sometimes. 
Summer is really ending too quickly. The belt I ordered comes friday, thats annoningly long for something so small. Oh well. 
Fuck, I hope something good happens soon.

ttyl

mood: apathetic

music: mewithoutYou

Within the first five minutes of work I broke another nail D;
Its crazy! Anyway today is very slow, I dont have much to do. 
My last day is friday, this is only a summer job you know. My co-workers, Kim &Beth, plan to take me out to lunch. Nothing special though :/
I really have to buy something thats lolita fashion with my pay, even if its something small. 
suggestion?
idk but i think my dad thinks i cant remember anything, or he is just so used to talking to ppl like their stupid because of my younger half brother[he has a learning disability xD].

:S

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Last night I dreamt of Noel Fielding, but it didn't start out that way. I was at my new school orientation for something, but then I saw Timmy with long black hair in a red Tee with white pants. He was rlly upset, crying &junk, so I was trying to get to him but he was in this building with walls made of dark tinted glass. When I got to him he turned into Vince Noir xD. I was really shocked and couldn't think of what to say. So I took down my ponytail and showed him my hair. I was thinking my new hair cut reminded me of his hair. He smiled and i leaned into hug him but then a webpage popped up in my face. Suddenly we werent in preson at all, we were talking on aim. The link he sent me was an animated pic of him with birds wings doing some weird silly movements while hugging a stuffed animal xD. Then he went on this whole thing about The Mighty Boosh and he called me pretty, but somehow I drifted away from the computer. I was bummed too because I was like 'awee man I'm talking to Noel Fielding, i wanna see what else he has to say'. In my dream though he only seemed rlly interested in The Mighty Boosh. :/ 

mood: sleepy

music: sufjan stevens

Mostly a very boring day today, but you should know I made cake. :]
i hope its delicious.
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mood: drained

music: metro station

After 2 weeks of work I have discovered that my nails are doomed. 
So far I have broken 6! 
&&In such a short time! D; 
I really wanted to grow them out too. 
Today at work it was kind of slow but I did more physical work than anything. I moved old boxes into the storage thingies. I organzied the banners, this was really tough. They're huge and made out of tarp so they're very heavey! I helped set up for the new-soldiers saftey briefing. Blargh, I'm ded. lol.
 Oh I forgot to pack a lunch so we ate out. I dont even drink soda anymore and I dont really like fast food. I feel like going veg again! 
Hahahaha.


oh bad news. I lost one of my o-rings. I am currently having to use a rubberband.
what the fruit!?!

mood: content

music: i never get to listen to music at work!! i need an ipod

So here I am as I said I would be, at work and on lunch break. Work has been fine so far. Kt was on so we got to talk through comments most of the time ^_^. I hope she isnt tired from getting up so early. Maybe she will make pancakes because she said she hasn't gotten up early enough to in ages. 
One of my coworkers, Ryan, does piercings and tattoos. He gave me his card :B
Maybe he will give me a discount on piercing :o, or let me get it w/o my dad having to sign?
Today I get to leave the office to help set a little meeting in the education center, fun?
well ttyl -eating-